this is how i feel everynow and then, like a little block just sitting on the table with a bright spot light beaming over me. or thats how i felt today when my instructor was giving me "the talk" over my model and how its supposed to turn out. see i had already planed something, but apparently thats exactly what everyone else is doing, so now im taking a more classical approach to it, and it seems really basic, but i think that it is actually harder than what i had allready planed. and i really feel like i've let the instructor down with my mediocre work, when i know that i could be turning in something amazing. theres potential i just have to use it, and he deserves better, and so do i because he could be my future boss and i want to show him what i can do, and that i can do this and that were not waisting our time and money( or my money and time). so i decided to redo the entire thing once more, and then redo it again but out of wood using all the techniques that i learned over the summer. this project is going to be something that I will make us both proud to have worked together. because i hate failure but more than that i hate dissapointment, and im going to make things right.