5 things and a birthday

1. the book the book thief made me teary eyed(what can i say the ending go to me)
2.i wasn't sick for my b-day this year (but didn't really get what i wanted )
3. i hate doing laundry( i will clean the bathroom and do dishes instead)
4. Christmas is a very depressing time of year (i rank it up there with valentines day)
5. its not remorse as much as it is guilt. but i don't regret it. because you cant regret something you knew that you wanted right?

So on another note today was my birthday, and while i had planned to spend it at work, it turned out that they gave me the wrong schedule, and had the day off!! yayyy, so i gave my supervisor a ride to Michael's,( yes my boss is car less) and i had to go check if they had crescent board. they didn't sad. so i decided that since i had told my mother that i was going to be at work and didn't want to head home, i would text Neff. turned out he was already in Escondido on his way out. so sad, that kinda ruined my day.and on the way home i felt miserable, all my friends are working, You (Deasy) are in LA and i was just i think sad, because i had been looking forwards to this. anyways my mom made pot roast, delicious! and i got a pedicure,(my toes are now purple pink).! anyways we also went to church. shocked? allow me to explain today is not only my birthday it is also the day of Our Lady of Guadalupe, and its big deal in mexico and its also the only other time we go to church other than the Day of the Dead or random church visit cravings we get. Anyways... we were there for about 3 hours, and left only because i had to finish some homework. i think that 3 hours is enough, you don't want to push it. i got home and my friend Crystal from work texted me to wish me a happy b-day. and brought up Neff. apparently he said" hes ready for a gf that hes ready to try it out again and that hes not gonna be against relationships anymore, because his past relationships have been based on lies" it would explain a lot, but i think its good news for me.!:)hopefully now i must wait. my patience is wearing thin. ohh and when u come down invite Cara, i told Manuel you were coming possibly next week and we were going to SD or something and he just "i'm going!too" invited himself. thats it for now